Why Am I So Hard On Myself?

I've spent time today working in my planner. Goals for March, setting up my week, looking back at February.

I don't expect to hit every goal that I set up. I know that I am mentally spicy and multi-passionate, which doesn't always work with a step-by-step plan. But, even realizing all this - I still looked at February and deemed it (and myself) a failure.

I gained weight. I ate junk-food way too much. But I've still MAINTAINED 125+ weight loss.

I barely did ANY exercise. I went on average of one walk per week. I have access to both a Yoga and Tai Chi program (and a bazillion free online videos) - so frigid temperatures, snow, and ice are just not good excuses.

I only cooked three or four meals for my Dad. (Should have been more)

I spent WAY too much money - even though I got a raise and a bonus at work. (Nope, not a reason to spend money)

I didn't give my fiance enough attention. I didn't donate enough to charity. I watched way too much YouTube. I STILL haven't completely stopped swearing when I get anxious. I still get anxious. And depressed.

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So, I realize that I need to give myself some Grace. It's a brand new month. I have new goals. And I honestly want to leave March behind feeling proud of myself.

I'm going to make Lamentations 3:23 my Scripture for March. And keep it close at hand.